[My] Life in Wisconsin

Chocolate?

So cute!


Good Morning All;
It has been a busy few days- Sorry for not posting more, but hard to manage my time these days.

I have a few pictures of course. And just a few words to describe our days...

Before Casey can eat, they have to make sure she has bowel sounds- (even though she is left with only a puny little bowel).
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Listening for Tummy Sounds 
Nurse Kim listens...
To hear only faint little noises.

(But even with the faintest of sound, they increased her diet anyway).

I went up to the hospital late Tuesday evening- She was coloring-
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Casey, coloring 
Almost impossible for her to read given the fact that the IV dilauded messes Coloring is much easier.

We opted to go for a walk...
She stopped at the 6th floor sign...
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Casey, 6D (Delta)
Unit 6D. (They say "Delta", we say "DeGrave"). hehehe
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Wednesday was her rough day.

But yesterday was not bad at all.

Just as I got up there yesterday morning, she had gotten her central line out. They now give her the dilauded by mouth since she has been managing well enough with putting a bit of food in her face.
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Central Line OUT! 
Line OUT!  (Say YAY)!
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End of Central Line.

Casey has been running a low grade fever on and off for 2+ days now.

Unsure of what might be causing this, the nurse decided to cut the end of the line and send it down to be checked out. Maybe there is an infection coming from that?
We have not yet gotten those results...

The nurse asked Casey if she wanted her central line for a souvenir?
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Casey, Happy! 
 But of course she did!  (No one but Casey)!  hehehe
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We took another walk...
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Join The Transplant Team 
Please CLICK HERE. (Unit 6D Transplant Team).
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With her central line out, she is now able to go up to a full diet!

Nausea or not, if this was yourself, and if you hadn't eaten anything of substance for a week, what would YOU want?
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Full Diet, Chocolate Cake 
How does Chocolate Layered Cake sound?!? 
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No, she didn't finish it, but she did LOVE what she nibbled on!

I went back up last night again.
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Punk Waits to See KC 
Punk hates her harness, but it is a necessity if she is to visit Casey!
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Do you want to know a secret? 
There was love all around!
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Casey had gotten dressed and we took Punk for a walk outside.
Kind of slick out there... It has been snowing on and off for over 2 days now.
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Punk and Casey, Reunited 
As long as these 2 were together, they were both quite happy.

And so was I
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Just We Three 
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I'd better close and get moving already.
Later start, even though I have been awake since 3. (All of 3 and a half hours of sleep).
My back is godawful.

Hope all is well with all of you!
Have a "wunnaful" weekend!

Love to all

XOXO
Me

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Escaping To England For Affordable Health


http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=123210644&ps=cprs
From National Public Radio.

This story was produced through collaboration between NPR and Kaiser Health News (KHN), an editorially independent program of the Henry J. Kaiser Family Foundation, a nonpartisan health-care policy research organization.

(iStockphoto from link) Caption reads: 'The high cost of health care in the United States drove Erica Rex to move to England following her breast cancer diagnosis.'

STORY...

I moved to England in September at the age of 53, three days after my student health coverage at Columbia University ran out. Diagnosed with breast cancer last April, I knew I would not be able to buy a plan on the open market, even if I could have afforded it.

I had been struggling to find a full-time job in New York since 2003, following the breakup of my first marriage. It had been grim. Between the economy and the state of my profession – I'd been working as a journalist for many years – I hadn't been able to land full-time work. After yet another promising job melted into "we've had our requisition pulled so now we can't hire you," it occurred to me that a journalism degree might help. So in the fall of 2008, I returned to school for a mid-career masters degree at Columbia Journalism School.

Six weeks from finishing school, already deeply in debt from years of underemployment and student loans, I learned I had breast cancer—a rather large tumor of 1.6 centimeters that had luckily, not spread. A lumpectomy followed, then two months of radiation therapy.

At the time I was diagnosed, I had been seeing my English partner for less than a year. We had decided we would marry at some point; yet I had hesitated to set a date. I was career-obsessed. The cancer forced my hand. Our only choice – if I intended to continue treatment without going into even more debt – was for me to move to England, and for us to marry as quickly as possible so I could get on the National Health Service.

Lindenhall Surgery ("surgery" is the English term for a general practice, every NHS patient's first port of call) occupies a rambling house on a quiet, leafy street in Newport, Shropshire, where my husband works, a town about 90 miles northwest of London. I met Dr. Christopher Lisk, the principal general practitioner, after arriving in September and then returned later for his first examination of me. That exam was needed to get a in referral to a breast cancer center for a follow-up appointment with a specialist.

His waiting room windows overlooked a garden. Pamphlets lay on every available surface, offering guidance on topics from child safety to confidential chlamydia testing.

Then there were poetry pamphlets. I picked one up.

"To wake the soul by tender strokes of art,

To raise the genius and to mend the heart..."

- Alexander Pope

Poetry in the Waiting Room (PitWR) was the brainchild of a poet who discovered many of his friends were spending lots of time in NHS waiting rooms. It's funded by the British Arts Council and the NHS and aims, according to a brochure, "to comfort those waiting to see the doctor through poetry." An informational footnote declared that the pamphlets were described "in a House of Lords debate as the most widely read national poetry publication."

I tried to picture Orrin Hatch, Richard Lugar and Robert Byrd debating poetry on the floor of the Senate. I drew a blank.

Dr. Lisk called me to his consulting room over an intercom. He's a tall, sixtyish man with thinning blond hair, clad in a smart three-piece navy pinstripe suit. Scores of millefiori paperweights decorated his desk. A folding wood partition separated the examining space from his consulting office. Dr. Lisk's practice has a full-time staff of six general practitioners, a clutch of nurse practitioners and a harried office staff who cater to the medical needs of a substantial catchment area in Shropshire.

What I really notice about the health care providers in England is that they seem to have more than half a second for me – and they actually listen.

Dr. Lisk asked me how I'm doing on Tamoxifen, a breast cancer drug he prescribed in September. I explained to him that I was worried about my six-month mammogram, which I had not yet undergone. The chances that I'll make it to 12 months or two years improve if I haven't suffered a recurrence by six months. Breast cancer is a numbers game.

"First things first," said Dr. Lisk. "Take off everything but your panties and have a seat on the bed." I undressed behind the partition. There were no gowns. I sat on the examining table in my underpants, hugging my arms over my chest. The room was freezing.

He came in, washed his hands, and reached for a sphygmomanometer, to take my blood pressure. It was like those I remember from childhood: a rubber bulb squeezed to inflate the cuff, a vertical column of mercury encased in glass. He held the cold disk against my skin, and listened as the air hisses out of the valve.

Then he palpated my breasts, then my armpits. "How many lymph nodes did they remove?"

"Six," I replied. He listened to my chest. Then, vertebra by vertebra, he examined my back.

As his fingers probed, he was looking into space, his head cocked to one side, as though he was listening for some furtive whispered message. He was like a talented pianist, meticulously pressing the piano keys, discovering nuances of the music even as he plays. He probed more – my neck, then my groin, searching for the elusive lymph node that would divulge a tale of metastasis.

"Aches? Pains? Other complaints?"

Besides weight gain, night sweats and attacks of gas which he apologetically attributed to the Tamoxifen, I couldn't think of any.

"Get dressed then," he said, "and come sit down."

Putting on my clothes, I concluded it's impossible to characterize the difference between health care in Britain and the United States in a few sentences.

Every feature of U.S. health care, from insurance company to doctor's office to drug company, exists as a separate for-profit enterprise. Here, health care is part of the social fabric. Prevention isn't just a matter of common sense, it's public policy. Cigarette packages have the words "Smoking Kills" emblazoned on them in huge black letters. Tobacco is taxed at a figure approaching 100 percent.

Erica Rex

Erica Rex is a journalist currently living in the United Kingdom.

For me, though, what's critical is knowing that if I have to have more surgery, I won't find out, after the fact, that I owe hospital copayment charges of $4,000 — and this, after my surgeon forgives $6,000 of his $12,000 fee. (It turned out he wasn't in my insurer's preferred provider network.) My prescription drugs, now that I'm on the NHS, are free.

Shortly before I left New York, I had drinks with a South African friend. He asked me how I felt about the move.

"I wonder whether I'll ever get past the feeling that the bottom could fall out any minute, even once I'm on the National Health Service," I said.

We agreed survival anxiety probably accounts for a lot in the American character. Our edginess, perhaps. Unless, of course, you're Bill Gates. In the U.S., money really is everything.

Sometimes my husband Roger gripes about what he calls the British "nanny state." So much is done for the English, he maintains, they can't think for themselves anymore. Showers, for instance, are statutorily equipped with automatic shut-off valves on the thermostats. In case the water gets too hot. I remind him that the opposite of the nanny state is me in the U.S. with breast cancer and no steady job and insurance.

I had some wonderful doctors in New York, caring and helpful. But I also had to fight with my hospital there to get the tests I needed, and several of the specialists were so difficult to deal with I chose medical protocols to avoid them—no matter what the best option for treatment was. What I really notice about the health care providers in England is that they seem to have more than half a second for me – and they actually listen.

At his desk, Dr. Lisk scribbled notes on a pad. He said that he was referring me to a breast center at Rowley Hall Hospital in Stafford. The building, he told me with some amusement, used to house a reformatory for wayward girls, until the NHS bought it.

"They'll send you a letter with an appointment," he explained.

"When?" I asked.

"Within a fortnight, I should think. Ring me if you haven't heard from them by the end of next week."

I stood to go. I thanked him. He walked over from behind the desk and clasped my right hand in both of his.

"Try not to worry. They'll take good care of you at the breast center. It's a very good one." His face had the same slightly abstracted look it did while he examined me.

Then he changed tense; he changed pronouns. "I'll see to it myself you're taken care of. I personally will take responsibility for your care."

*****

It's still a damn shame that in this day and age, America the beautiful still ignores her sick and dying people.
Perhaps you mistakenly believe that everyone can just up and move to another country?
When will it matter to you?
Or will it take having to watch a loved one die a horrible, painful, and completely AVOIDABLE, death?

XOXO
Me


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"President Obama is asking Congress to find a way to extend coverage to every American."
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You'd Look Hotter in a Helmet.

hehehe
What do you suppose those 2 turtles are doing in there?!?
MORE cute mutant animals...
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Good Evening Everyone;
Casey has had a pretty rough 24 hours, but is holding her own. She is hopefully sleeping right now as I haven't heard from her for a while.
She has posted a blog about her "Baaaaaad Day". Click
Perhaps a bit of overdoing it- That, and being cooped up (and unfed) for so long. Please leave her a comment.
While I was up there this afternoon she had told me that if she could have ordered a hug from room service she would have.

We did get outside for a bit...
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Even with the new snows.
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Casey really WAS there too! 
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Casey, 'there'  ~hehehe~ 
She was 'here' too!
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Casey 2/02/10
Rough day or not, she can still smile! ;-) ...attagirl!
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Looking around the campus, and all over town, one sees these...
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Bricks... 
Literally, millions of bricks as far as the eye can see...
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One can even spy teeny tiny mop~heads growing out of the buildings.
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Cloth- Growing our of bricks? 
I have NO idea what they are (for).
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Back to the bricks...
... While Greg and I waited (endlessly) to be able to see Casey after her surgery, we wandered about the hospital. Poor guy was starving so we went up to the cafeteria (which was closed)...
I snapped this picture...
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Greg, 8th Floor  
And I posed the question:
How many bricks are there in Minneapolis?
Greg had NO idea!
wth?  
(Shhh.........  -me neither).

How does one go about finding the answer? I still need to know!!! (I'll give you a quarter if you answer that for me).
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The snow came the other day. Not enough to stop the mopeds, and motorcycles that are still running about down the roads.
And yes, these bike racks are used every day, every single shift too. I know, because I am there for every single shift, (just not for the duration of them).

This bicycle hadn't gone anywhere for 2 full shifts after the snow...
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Old Bike with Snow Grips 
Maybe the snow grips weren't working.

Maybe the brakes?
So we have all heard, ad-nauseum, about the Toyota recall. Then today came the warning NOT to drive the cars until they are repaired.
That makes no sense to me...
... I mean how the heck are you supposed to get your car to the dang dealer if you can't drive it?
I hear too they will be recalling the Prius' also. Hmmm...
My advice? Go buy a bike, a horse, or a Buick.

The next pictures bike owner clearly has his head on straight...
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Bike Wisdom 
I love this!
And this bike is in a different spot every day.

Wonder if he will take it to work tomorrow. Weather claims we are in for a storm. .
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I have pictures from today yet to get onto my little laptop... Will do that shortly, but wanted to keep you all up to date with Casey's "shtuff".
Please do go to her blog and leave her a note, (three notes would be even better)!
For those of you that get this by email, here is the link:
www.edbdkcn.multiply.com/journal/item/134
Should be clickable for you.

I'd better close for now
I hope all is well in your little corner of the world?
Have a "wunnaful" rest of the evening!
My love to all.

XOXO
Me


Happy February! (Better and Better)!



♫  ~Casey Face, You've got the cutest little Casey Face~  ♫
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Good Afternoon!
These were her stats yesterday...
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Screenshot 1/31/10 
See what I mean about "Better and Better"?
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When I got to the hospital yesterday morning, Casey was sitting in her chair.
Lo and behold, her Foley (catheter) was removed too! (This only makes her move faster)!
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Casey, Chillin' 
Holding fast to the pillow that keeps a bit of pressure on her healing tummy.
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My sister Barbara called, and we all had a very nice chat. Hard for Casey to talk with her NG tube down her throat.
My nephew Dixon was here last week for an interview at the University. He is in med school, and is interviewing for where he will do his internship. Barbara said he actually liked Minneapolis! Imagine that, a boy from Alabama. Good for him! Dixon is only a few months older than Casey.
After we hung up, CaseyAnne wanted to walk some more...
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Strollin'
So walk we did!
I swear she goes faster than I do!
(Note the cart and the window behind her; they might be important later). ;-)
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6th Floor View 
She got a peek out the window.
Bright and sunshiny skies!
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Wanna Race? 
Then she wanted to race the lady with the janitorial cart... hehehe   j/k
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She got a bit tired so we went back to her room and just talked.
Greg came up about 11 or so. (This too improved her spirits immensely).
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Greg and CaseyFace 
So darn sweet together!.
Greg had to get back for work, and left for Green Bay about 3:30.

Casey loves her own pillows- She had asked would I bring them up for her?
Of course!
I brought them when I returned in the afternoon.



Happy Pillows! 
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This morning as I got my things together to go visit her again, I caught sight of this poor little beastie~dog...
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Punk Wants to Go Along Too....
Punk wanted to go too. So hard to ignore those eyes, but she will wait until Casey's central line is gone. (I am not taking any chances).

I found Casey sitting, freshly cleaned, NG tube removed, say YAY!, and BUG~BITTEN!
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Casey's Bug Bite 
Bug bit? wth? 
See the welt on her lower jawline? Not sure where it came from, (but I do know that nobody but Casey would have a bug bite her on the 1st of February either).
Still giggling.

Her nurse came in and gave her some benadryl.

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Brooke and Casey 
Nurse Brooke, with Casey.
(Miss Brooke giggled when I turned the camera on).
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Now NO FREAKING OUT with the next picture. It is Casey's tummy.
I don't know why it looks so dark in the photo.
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Bruised and Battered Belly 
The dark
makes it look worse than it really is, though it is quite bruised. (At least I don't think it was that dark)...
The shiny skin is only the glue. Her wound is not weeping or leaking.
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Again, she wanted to walk- (and had already been down to the gift shop to get herself a book, a bookmark, and a bracelet).

So off we went.

Now remember that window that had beckoned to her on Sunday?

Poor kid couldn't take it any more and was off... .
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Casey. Running Away! 
...and running (away).
There was NO stopping her! hehehe  (Still laughing at her wheels)!
I dragged her back inside... (Not an easy task, mind you).

On Friday when I had gone up to see Casey, I used the valet parking services both times.
Saturday and Sunday the valet is closed, so I just parked in that turnabout on those days, thankful for the disabled permission I have.

Anyway, when they returned my car to me on Friday, the radio was on to some weird station, the windows were up/open (not how I left them in +4
° temps), and the heat was shut off and turned to the A/C, blasting with the climate control set to 60°.
wth?
  Dirty little rat bastards...
* Having had a problem or two last December/January with these same yahoos,
I was quite miffed about that, and wanted their boss to know.  But first I needed them to park my car today.
As I readied to hand over my keys today, I got in the kids face and I said, "you tell your boys to leave my damned car alone, or next time I will call the police."
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I might add, was stated in my very best Harley~Bitch voice.
The valet dude dutifully apologized, and took my keys.

Still peeved about it, Casey and I took a little walk down by Deb. (Deb is the nice receptionist that I always get a nice smile from, and a bit of conversation too, when I walk in. She has always asked about Casey and how she is doing).
She was quite happy to see Casey up and about too!

When I told her about what had happened, she went right to work trying to find out who the parking superintendent is, and how I could get hold of him.

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Casey, and Deb C. 
Casey hamming it up for the camera!
Don'tcha just love those dimples?
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I'd better close for now. I did laundry upstairs today, and think I am caught up.  AND, I have a very hungry dog.

Hope all is well with everyone! Know that I try to get around to your pages, but I do get interrupted every now and then. (Mostly by my back and necessary posture adjustments). 
My mouth is fine. My head is still buggie.
(On 2nd thought, maybe I shouldn't use the word "bug" right now).
hehehe

XOXO
Me

A Sniff and a Whiff



Good Morning Everyone;

I have been up for a few hours already- Just reading, and a few notes in my inbox too.

I was up to the hospital yesterday by 6AM.
Casey was asleep after a very restless night...


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  Not wanting to use the flash...
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After checking her stats, I sat in the chair, read in my book, and rested a while.
Just watching her breathe too-  Times like this, the rise and fall of her body is nothing short of a miracle to me.
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Out of surgery 
These are good readings, especially given the fact that she just had her 5th major surgery in little over a year.
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I even napped a bit after sneaking in so early.
Then heard this little sound... "Mom?"

Yes. She was awake. YAY!
She'd had a tough night, but was happier and made more comfortable with the adjusted pain meds on her machine.

Unlike last year, her kidneys seem to be working better.
Her red blood count was a bit low yesterday- Will reserve comment on that until after I see todays counts.
Her WBC was high- Still only 1/3rd of what it was following her TP/AIT though, so that is good.

Her blood sugars were off the chart high (for her)- They had given her insulin on Friday night, and again yesterday morning...

Dr. Sutherland had previously mentioned that he wanted to give her islet cells a break after this surgery. Yet when I asked the nurse about giving her insulin in her IV, the nurse said they "didn't want it to drop too fast, or Casey would really be sick!"

I asked Dr. Sutherland about it all, repeating what the nurse had told me. He wants it in her IV, and left the room saying "that nurse is wrong"...
Guess his notes were misread and not understood.
* Casey's islet cells are very important to him. (Not to mention how very important they are to Casey).
Maybe today her blood sugars will be better managed.

I came back to the hotel and rested a bit; going back up then about noon.

Casey was awake, and showed me her new (old) scar.

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Caseys Tummy
No Velcro yet.
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They used glue this time too.
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She was allowed to eat...
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Yummy Ice!? 
Ok, so it's only ice chips, but better than nothing at all ...
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Since you can not keep this girl down for long, she was up and moseying about.
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Bed Elves 
The bed fairies came in and changed her linens while she was out.
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Her nurse, Michelle, (a real sweetie), was 'spotting' her while she walked.
They stopped to be weighed.
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Casey gets weighed 
Casey weighed in at 116.5

This is the most she has ever weighed, with the exception of before they removed her megacolon.
So I am a bit concerned that this might be more water weight/retention- She is receiving 150ml/hour of potassium chloride. Will have to check her output when I get up there this morning.
Perhaps her kidneys do need a bit more time after all.

I ordered a pizza for supper last night. (Nothing like homemade, but yummy just the same). Made even better with real tomatoes on it.
Oh, and I'd had a garden salad too!

I'd just taken a pill for my back (and my mouth) before this arrived, and I'd wanted that to work before I chowed down.

So, Punk had to wait and be content with a sniff and a whiff or two.
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Punk Peeking 
As she peeks over the bed toward the table...
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Hope everyone is having a grand weekend.
More later, I'm sure.

XOXO
Anne

CaseyAnne 1-29-2010 Surgery Update




Hi Everyone...
Up since one. And I need another nap, but will do that at the hospital.
Casey came through her surgeries 'good', is well, and is "resting comfortably". (Oh, I've grown to hate those two words together)! Grrr...

It was a very long day-
The surgery did not last as long as was planned. Her nurse called me at noon! But then she was in PACU for an eternity.
Having arrived to the hospital at 5:30AM, and with Casey not being to her own room until after 6PM.

I could not get on to Multiply last night when I finally got back to the hotel; so an update will be coming later today.



Greg Loves Casey
"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
J. Garland


I thank you again for all of your positive thoughts, prayers and energies.

My apologies too, for not being able to call anyone that was expecting my call...
...Some yahoo forgot to charge the darn thing.   

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Heading back to the hospital shortly...
Punk must eat first, then get outside for a bit.

XOXO,
Me

PS
Although Casey feels worse, my back is killing me, my head is rough, (thankfully it is not a migraine), and now I have an added toothache as well.
What the hey?!?

Methinks it is going to be one of those "Morton Salt" days...
 

Gritter, could you please call Beth and let her know that Casey is OK?


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Good grossness!  These are really bad!
And probably not the best thing to be reading whilst I am living in a hotel room for the next 3 weeks.  hehehe


XOXO
Me

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One Ticket. Wrong purse. No Valium.


ZZZZZZTPH!   Static! Picture and quote from here:  CLICK
"That static discharge was really no big deal to you or the door knob but WHOA it was a big deal to the small bacteria on that door knob!"


Thus far I have zapped the dog, the daughter, and myself- Countless times!
Happily I have also killed millions of bacteria doing so!
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Good Morning Everyone;
My two little charges are asleep... once more. (Casey brought Punk out about an hour ago, and they both came in more than a bit chilled).
Not sure what the temp is- (I miss my indoor/outdoor thermometer).  I just know it is cold enough.

Back to our westbound trip- the on again off again bad roads, and a few near misses with respect to the ice on the roads.

This is Hudson, WI- It is just before you cross over into Minnesota.

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Hudson, WI

If I remember correctly it was 23° at that point. The roads were clearly frozen over.
Traffic heading west was slowed to a crawl; the oncoming lights traveling a bit faster as those lanes had been salted.
We saw 3 salt trucks/road plows heading east. (With not a trace of salt on our lanes).

Storms like this, and at the sundown part of the day, can bring a few photo ops...

This taken off I-94 as the sun breaks through the cloud cover...

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Sun, thru Snowstorm 

Casey took this picture.  And I would have enjoyed it more if my hands would not have been gripping the wheel so hard. hehehe
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Again, we are here, and that is what counts!

Casey has been a godsend caring for Punk and taking her out for me.
She also loves Punks toys...
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Casey with Punks toy 

And teases the poor dog mercilessly.

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She also brushes Punk and plays with her...

But one should never brush a dog in jogging attire...
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Brooklyn Broccoli
One seems to grow hair on their chest by doing so!
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Not to mention what it does to the legs!
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Hairy legs 
Methinks a razor is called for?! 
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Da Punk and Da Kid

Perpetually shedding or not, there is always love.
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Smooch!
 Sealed with a smooch!
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...and a hug!!
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KC and Punk 
(I was playing around with the edit feature at Picnik.com)
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Casey had her presurgical appointment yesterday. All went well for her.
(Unfortunately the same cannot be said for me).

As we waited for the nurses and such, I was treated to a royal attack of anxiety. Fighting with this for a while, I finally told Casey to call me, that I was going back to the hotel. It was that unrelenting and terrible.

I would pick her up when she was done.

After commandeering a seat in the ladies room for what seemed like an eternity, I hailed George... (George is the man with the electric golf cart that speeds happily on his way to collect those of us who prefer not to be walking a mile or two each way).
Ok. It's not a mile or two. It just feels like it.

Having gotten all the way back to the car, I felt a bit better. Punk had stayed behind at the hotel, due to the freezing weather; and I was not going to let her freeze to death while she waited patiently for us to return to the car.

I started the car and gave it a moment to warm up...
It was at that point that I remembered handing the parking ramp ticket to Casey when we'd pulled in.

*sigh*

Now I had a choice of paying $30.00 for not having a ticket, or going all the way back to the Transplant Clinic to retrieve said ticket.
I chose neither.
Instead choosing to do a few relaxation therapies while I waited in the car.
Don't think for one minute that I will again forget to take my diazepam (Valium), before heading out of here tomorrow. That was most awful...

We have to be at the hospital by 5:30 tomorrow morning. Happy that Greg will be here by then to get her there in case the anxiety becomes another real issue for me at that point.

Her surgery is scheduled to begin at 7:30. It will take approximately 11 or 12 hours.

Special thanks for everyone that is keeping Casey in your thoughts and prayers. Your love, and these actions, mean the world to us all.

As we wait...

Love to all

XOXO
Me