[My] Life in Wisconsin

Welcome to My Romper Room!

Get out your thinking caps please?

Note: Last year our wonderful state of Wisconsin decided that it was necessary for everyone that drives to have car insurance. 

Clicking on some silly inurance ad, and receiving replies I have learned that the cheapest rate I could have is about $80.00 month. 
It should come as no surprise to anyone that I am now, and have been, driving illegally. 


God help me if I ever get pulled over, -or in an accident.
I WILL need bail money...

Now wait a minute. I promise you that this is not a pity-pot story. 
It is, however, a very private one...

As you all know, I have been listed as permanently disabled since 2005. 
BIG surprise, that.

Further, as you also know, I am facing certain death. 
Aren't we all?
(But the doctors were wrong about their "cupla months" guesstimate).
I'm still here!  hehehe

Now, please put those thinking caps "on"...

Last month, (December 2011), I received $669.00 in social security to live on.
Along with that I received $81.00 month in Quest- aka "Food stamps"
*That came to $2.61 day- (Not much, but again, it is doable).

This month, (Jan 2012), I received the federally mandated COLA - (cost of living increase)- 
This came to approx $28.00.

Things are tight, but it is possible to live on this amt of money, (that is, if you don't pay your real estate taxes).
And so... those $81.00 worth of food stamps helped a lot.

With this additional $28.00 month I could finally afford to go back to at least having homeowners insurance. 

However...
The insurance bill I received last month says I pay $15.00 more for my secondary health insurance every month, over and above what medicare pays.
Hmmm... OK.

But - - - Wait!
That still leaves me with $13.00 month extra money. (But crap, not even renters can get insurance for $13.00 month anymore).
Oh well.

See, in the government's infinite wisdom, and due to the extra $28.00 income, my Quest got lowered by $41.00, and now I have a whole $40.00 month to eat... Which, for January, comes to $1.29 a day. (Come February that will increase to $1.38 a day)!!!! Woot, and HOOfuckin'RAY!

  • Does this make sense to you?  
  • Am I worse off everywhere than I was last year? 
  • Or, am I really that far removed from second grade mathematics?

Shit kids, if I don't laugh about this I just might be tempted to hurry along the inevitable...

However, since I raised 4 daughters, alone, I already know I am not suicidal.
They also made me realize that I can live on next to nothing, but-

Damn, hey?

Today I read notice notice that our gop candidates TRULY suck
Do the click
It is entitled,  "GOP Candidates Wade Into Food Stamp Debate"
Please let me know what you think.
From ABC News, (with my thanks to my friend Neal for pointing it out).


Thyroid




What TALENT! I am pea green with envy!
XOXO
Anne


Photo from FB Mary Shomon: Thyroid Patient Advocate, Author

"I'm blown away by Allyson Jones Averell's new Thyroid Awareness Month painting.
http://thyroid.about.com/b/2012/01/04/artist-allyson-jones-averell-celebrates-thyroid-awareness-month-with-new-painting.htm
— at Art by Allyson Jones Averell --
https://www.facebook.com/AllysonAverell Beautiful Lee Photography --
https://www.facebook.com/BeautifulLeePhotography.

Wisconsin's NEWEST Hero! Mr. D.Thomas Busch!!!


I told ya so!!! (here) You REALLY should've watched it...  hehehe

Good Morning All;
After 2 more doctor appointments
yesterday, I am not feeling any better.
Due to my migraine, I had to call and cancel my appointment for the 6 shots to my back on Monday.
No big deal. I can still move- just not as fast.
(But that's OK, the guns are still loaded and within reach).
Had to bring Punk to the vet yesterday also... She will be alright, but has 2 dental caries that need to be fixed/pulled.
How come EVERYBODY but me gets to have THEIR teeth pulled?!?!
But this all has nothing to do with my blog-
Besides, Casey is sicker than me and Punk put together.


Read on,  ♪ "on... Wisconsin
"   ♪





Tue Jan 03, 2012 at 04:57 AM PST

Pulaski WI Marching Band 'Sticking to the Union' in Rose Bowl Parade
(Update)

by AnnieJo


The Pulaski High Marching Band, of Pulaski Wisconsin, made an awesome statement in yesterday's Rose Bowl Parade.

It was quite an honor for the Red Raiders from this small town (pop. approx. 3000) northwest of Green Bay to be marching in 80-degree weather in Pasadena, while their proud community looked on from windy 18-degree Wisconsin. (Me, Shivering).

The TV coverage started as they marched along playing "On Wisconsin," looking properly Badger-like in their red uniforms.

And then they got to the grandstand, at about 1:15 in the YouTube ... listen to what happened.
You Tube Link is HERE.
(I can't see it, but I hope it posted correctly)???






There once was a union maid, She never was afraid
Of goons and ginks and company finks
And the deputy sheriffs who made the raid
She went to the union hall, When a meeting it was called
And when the company boys came round
She always stood her ground



Listen to the announcers -- they have no idea what's going on, what the tune is, what statement is being made here. 
"They just stopped in the middle, this band, and they're gettin' down!" says the announcer. 
Oh yes, they're gettin' down --
(Me, ROTF)!

To Union Maid, written by Woody Guthrie!

Oh, you can't scare me,
I'm sticking to the union
I'm sticking to the union,
I'm sticking to the union
Oh, you can't scare me,
I'm sticking to the union
I'm sticking to the union
till the day I die


The cheers as they finish the song are great. 
I bet there were more than a few people in the crowd who realized what had just happened. 
"The crowd likes them!" declares the announcer, blissfully unaware.  (Me, ROTF)! & "duh!"

I hope it was the musicians themselves who selected this song, who planned this action. 
It would be reminiscent of the students from East High in Madison who determinedly marched out of school down East Washington last February to swell the protests at the Capitol.

My favorite verse of the song is one that was added in the 1980s, and is included in the Solidarity Singalong songbook.

You women who want to be free
Just take a tip from me
Break out of that mold we've all been sold
You got a fighting history
The fight for women's rights
With workers must unite
Like Mother Jones, bestir them bones
To the front of every fight!

The struggle continues here in Wisconsin.  Two more weeks to get those recall signatures -- rumor has it that we're over the top with the Walker sigs, but we're not stopping now! 
Onward to a million! (Me, "WOOT~WOOT)!


P.S.  UPDATE BELOW

Update:

Oh, my stars and garters. 
Type up a quick little protest-music diary before breakfast in the morning, come back after work to find a full-fledged public relations brouhaha in the works.

Hat tip to Gangster Octopus in the comments for alerting me to the fact that the uproar over this diary has caused the Pulaski school superintendant to release a statement disavowing any political content and claiming that the band director only knew of the song as "Red Wing."

Personally, I only knew the song as "Union Maid" this morning before breakfast.  There have been many fine comments since then with more information on the Red Wing version of the song.  There's probably a whole other diary to be written on the various versions -- the original Red Wing lyrics about the sorrowful Indian maid (interesting bit of white-America cultural arrogance to set such lyrics to a polka!), a parody about Charlie Chaplin, several more with risque lyrics that have the pretty Red Wing taking a Bowie knife to the privates of those who would molest her.  Or, apparently, one can play it as a polka and ignore the lyric-echoes altogether.

Taking the band director at his reported word, perhaps he's learned something about the origin of the Red Wing piece as well.  Or maybe we're seeing the playing out of a plausible-deniability strategy.  I don't know -- I haven't spoken to anyone in question here.  I'm just blogging from a distance, based on my observations from where I stand.

If there are still things to be learned about the repertoire, I should point out that it was reported on the Solidarity Singalong Facebook page that the Pulaski band also has in its repertoire, and played along the Tournament of Roses Parade route, "Shouting the Battle Cry of Freedom" and "The Battle Hymn of the Republic."

Those would also be known as "There Is Power in a Union" by Joe Hill (more recently recorded by Billy Bragg) and "Solidarity Forever," written for the International Workers of the World by Ralph Chapin in 1915.

However you want to interpret the selections, there's no denying that the Pulaski Red Raiders Marching Band did a fantastic job in the parade, and represented Wisconsin well.  If you would like to donate to defray the cost of their Rose Bowl trip ($300,000 all told!), please do so at the following link:



Pulaski Music Boosters -- Donate Now!
(h/t to my partner in protest and in life, A FIB in Cheddarland, for the link>)

Originally posted to AnnieJo on Tue Jan 03, 2012 at 04:57 AM PST.

Also republished by Badger State Progressive, Protest Music, J Town, Democracy Addicts, and Daily Kos Labor.



All of the above taken from Daily KOS- (Do the click).
And all links should work.


Now, as I have already stated elsewhere:


And remember that CaseyAnne was PHS Captain of the Color Guard for a few years! 


"Seriously Folks, I ♥♥♥ Mr Busch!!! 
And now, I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ him even MORE!
You GO, PHS!
Wisconsin and God love Mr. D. Thomas Busch!!!"


XOXO
Anne  (Me, "WOOT~WOOT")!!!!     
aka "I told ya so"

Photo Gallery, Tournament of Roses Parade 1/2/12, Photo Gallery Images
http://www.pulaskimusicboosters.com/tournament-roses-parade-1212

I think something weird is going on, on Multiply here. My words, not only in my replies, but even on the sides of the pages are all "smooshed" together... -There are not even spaces between the clicks to reply and/or delete, and your words. Guess I won't be blogging today... I will be lucky to be able to even read those pages that I have already opened. -Have a 'wunnaful' Wednesday, all ya'all! - XOXO, Me

Hope. (Where to find it).


There are [too] many people who feel they have no hope.

From the expectant mother who just lost her child,
to her U.S. factory-worker husband she has who just lost his job.

Later, they will lose their house.
If they can find no comfort in each other,
even their future capacity to hope will be lost,
perhaps forever.


There are children who have no hope of breakfast.
But maybe they will have something for their supper,
(if their mama 'lifts' a bit of food from the fridge at work).
Her job is paying little over $9.00hr (almost full~time too)...
but that barely covers her bus fare to get there/back;
her rent,
her heat
and her electricity.
She was happy to have an apartment,
even if it is one small bedroom,
for the 3 of them, that the water was included.
A good thing as they eat a lot of soup when they have the ingredients.
They might be poor, but they can still be clean. It is a matter of pride;
some nights Mama's only source of it too.
,They go to the library to dream of someone elses life
when the sounds outside their own home are too scary to even contemplate.
She has a pay-as-you-go cell phone,
and her minutes have already been used up for the month.


Then there is 'dad' -elsewhere-
He has a job too-
But has to dump his wages into his gas tank, and his child support.
He notes the derisive comments and sneers
as he fuels up and puts oil in his car.
He cannot afford to buy a newer car
so lots of his money goes for that upkeep.
He needs this old car to get to/from his work-
And his attendance is closely watched by the bosses too.
(See, he took his youngest child to the doctor once last month for strep throat, and has only one attendance 'miss' left for the year).
"Mom" could not take the child because she was sick with the flu-
A shot could have helped her
but since Dad makes too much to qualify for any medical aid from his state,
they have not had their own shots.
His children qualify for federal medical aid,
but they must pay for this also.
He fears that he will have to go to work sick with the flu
as he might have contracted it with that kiss he left her with
the morning she took ill.


There are people, the elderly seniors,
that have no way of paying for their medications,
let alone their taxes on the homes that they worked their entire lives for.
 They will die a little bit inside as the county takes their home
and sends them out on their sick, old, backsides
to take a small apartment,
with no room for all the things they have come to love.
Their children are now scattered in the winds;
with children and homes of their own to care for.
There is no time left for Mom and/or Dad.


There are people, young, the middle-aged, and the retired,
who have found that to 'live' they will stand in the cold,
and ofttimes brutal,
food lines to get a bag of rotting potatoes and bananas.
But that's OK because they can cut out the bad parts
and still get something to their stomachs.
And besides, their old mushy, sometimes moldy, banana
is much sweeter than a greener, and more firm one.
That little bit of mold is only on the outside anyway.
Or so they tell themselves.

Without that bit of self-brainwashing
they would only gag on those few sweet calories they are
trying to swallow.


There are street people, who weren't there a month ago-
Having lived their lives so tight to the heart that they now have lost it all.
No homes, no love, nobody.
They always knew they were one [small]paycheck away from disaster;
and they didn't notice that their job was next in line for the pink slip.
They will sleep on cardboard
over the sewer grates
knowing that the corrugated paper helps to retain what

little heat they receive there. They live daily, wondering
where their next meal,
their next pair of shoes,
or even a coat will come from.
Much like their food, it doesn't have to be new.

It just has to be warm.

There are youngsters,
and too many that go
both to school and then come 'home'
to whichever street their parents parked the car on that day.
They need the education,
and the free hot lunch,
even though the other kids are cruel enough to notice that
their lunch tickets don't match,
that they didn't pay for their food and are receiving free hot lunch.
But that's ok,
as they stash a bit of food in their pockets to take 'home' to mom and dad. They are the lucky ones,
even with the derision,
to have a guaranteed 5 hot meals each week
for 9 months out of the year.


The kids that don't cut it,
for whatever reason,
it will quit school to help out the family income as best they can.
Their stomachs and their pride do not care whether their help
is legal or not.
They are not above stealing or prostituting themselves
for their own good, or
for their families.
What dreams they had not only 6 months ago
have been taken away,
whether by choice or by chance
(but always someone elses 'choice').


There are strippers
who make more in one night than many white collars make in a week.
You see them stripping
and accuse them to be immoral and 'wrong';
even though God said it is not our place
to 'judge' anyone else.


There are "the" people of Faith-
and all religions,
who have watched
as THEY have allowed their 'church' be destroyed.
Not only 'allowed',
but have helped it along
by screaming their own 'gospel' interpretation
at any stranger they pass.
They have forgotten that simplistic Golden Rule
that every heart should embrace, whether religiously or not.
In time
they will only pass on their hatred
of others that [they judge to be]
or
are different from them.
In fact they all bleed red;
as you do also.
They laugh,
and they cry,
and they only work for,
and dream of,
the best for themselves and the people that they love.
It's just that sometimes "their very best" only equals
their next breath over that steaming sewer grate.
Oh yes, we all breathe too.


There are political people,
everywhere,
that have not only abandoned their personal morals and tenets;
but worse,
 they have abandoned their constituents to pad their pocketbooks.
For us to prove the actual depth
and scope
of this all,
we would all have to go offshore,
as Wall Street is but a small player
where Switzerland,
and Sudé Americana,
is concerned.
They will happily live out their own senior years,
secluded from their home states
 and their nation,
to go where their money is.


It is said that
"where there is life there is hope"...
But it is a hard thing to pass along
when you find your own self
questioning the very definition of hope.


Look around as you go to dinner somewhere downtown.
Look around as you read your newspapers.
Look around as you drive around.
Look at the child crossing the street by themselves still carrying an armload of books.
Look around at the library and the post office. Besides Barnes & Noble's fireside reading rooms, and Goodwill stores, these are quite possibly the only 2 public places left to warm up for a minute
Look around at the senior resting up against a building because he has not even a cane left to his name.
Look around as you are tempted to think you are better than anyone else. (You're not).
Look around to notice that someone is sick,
and in need
of a doctor and a prescription.


Just look around at all the people. Really, truly notice them.

Then look inside yourself.

...Sometimes, it is enough to make you gag.




top banana image from sogoodblog.com
***Complete text is © 2012



Thyroid, Info/Links re: Armour Thyroid

Rating:★★★★
Category:Other
I can't believe I haven't posted this yet- I always find myself in search of it, so off I go to Google it... every darn time.
... And then telling myself I have to post it at some point.
Welcome to "some point"... hehehe
With special thanks to Mary Shoman's hard work!


















A long read- and very well worth your time if you even *think* you may have a thyroid problem.

Happy that I signed up (so long ago) to receive updates from Mary Shoman regarding my thyroid.
Most, no, ALL of this, is her work.
__________________________________________

Assembled by Mary Shomon, Your Thyroid Guide

"I am a highly intelligent woman who spent my youth coasting through school, taking all the top honors classes but never having to study to make my straight A+ grades. I graduated at the top of my class with twice as many honors credits as any of my peers. I had participated in so many extracurricular activities that I earned four separate letter jackets! My bedroom was filled with my trophies and awards.

On a full academic scholarship, I headed off to college where I majored in math. It was just as easy as high school; I rarely had to study to earn top grades even though I also worked part time. I graduated Magna Cum Laude and was active in numerous clubs and social service groups throughout my college years.

I married an Air Force officer and happily moved across the country with him. I worked part time and served on the board of our Officers' Wives Club; as a matter of fact, I held THREE board positions and wrote 2 different articles (on 2 different topics) for our monthly magazine (as well as being the asst editor). My life was rich and full and I never felt too busy or overwhelmed. It was easy.

I was thrilled to learn of my first pregnancy in 1992. I continued to work out at the gym throughout my pregnancy and actually completed more than 100 miles during my last trimester, earning a Century Club T-shirt from the Wives' club. But I also developed carpal tunnel syndrome and an awful ache in my knees.....

I had a beautiful baby boy and when he was nearly a year old, I became pregnant again. I didn't have the same energy I had before; I was tired more often and never made it to the gym even though my husband was happy to stay home with our son so I could work out. In Sep 94, I had another beautiful baby boy.

But I just didn't feel good at all. By Jan 95 I was in the doctor's office wondering why my hair was falling out, my skin was so dry it was cracking and bleeding, I was so tired all the time, and I was gaining weight even though I ate sensibly and was nursing my baby. My sister has thyroid disease and those are classic symptoms, so I asked my doctor for a thyroid test.

My bloodwork came back abnormal, indicating that I did indeed have thyroid disease. But my doctor brushed it off, saying "Oh, you just had a baby so this is irrelevant. It'll pass." He assured me that there was nothing to worry about.

I went home and dealt with it. I got pregnant again in Oct 95. During this pregnancy, my knees hurt so badly I could hardly walk. I developed such severe pain in my feet that I saw a podiatrist twice for treatment. My carpal tunnel was coming back. My skin was dry and scaly, cracked and bleeding. My hair became coarse, brittle and began to fall out. My body temperature was always well below 98 and sometimes even below 97 degrees. My memory started to suffer, which was crushing to a person who had always had the sharpest mind in the class. I had intermittent ear pain, tinnitus and numb arms. My eyes became so sensitive to light that I had to wear sunglasses even on a cloudy day. My face became puffy. I began to get very mildly depressed, feeling worthless. Although I am a stay-home mom who adores children and think mine are the greatest in the world, I began to lose interest in playing with them, instead spending hours sitting at my computer staring mindlessly at a solitaire game.

I had my baby in July 96, nursed him, and gained 20 pounds while nursing him (DURING my pregnancies, I would gain only 17-22 pounds and would lose all of it by my 6-week postpartum checkup. Yet while nursing the babies, I'd gain 10-20 pounds even though I'd eat carefully). My other debilitating symptoms didn't go away after having the baby, either. I became pregnant with our last child in June 97. During this pregnancy I developed such severe anemia the doctor wondered how I could even be alive! I also had higher blood pressure, and yet I had always had lower-than-normal blood pressure my whole life. My cholesterol also went way up. In addition, I still had all those other awful symptoms that I had during the previous pregancy.

I had this last baby in February 98. I weaned her in November 98. In the past, every time I'd wean a baby my milk would dry up completely within 2 weeks. But this time, I weaned her and my milk did not dry up. As a matter of fact, I am still lactating today, 2.5 years after weaning my last baby! It has never dried up in all that time--never.

So, between 1995 and 1999, I gained nearly 80 pounds and felt horrible. But I did not think it was my thyroid since my doctor had told me my thyroid was fine. Oh, and I also developed borderline hypoglycemia; if I got hungry but didn't eat immediately, I'd soon be so nauseated I'd have to lie down and try desperately not to throw up. Often I would dry-heave.

However, by the fall of '99 I was so miserable I thought I was dying. I had never had a menstrual cramp or heavy period in my life but suddenly I was menstruating so severely that it was out of control. 2 super-plus tampons and a maxipad per HOUR still didn't control my bleeding; it streamed unabated down my legs. I was cramping so severely I couldn't get out of bed--I'd never had a menstrual cramp before and this was far worse than labor! My hair fell out so much I had to sweep the bathroom floor every morning after brushing it. In the shower, I lost so much hair that I had to clean out the drain 2-3 times per shower to keep the water going down.

I was sleeping constantly. I'd get up at 7:30 and make lunches for my 2 oldest to take to school with their dad and then collapse on the sofa. I'd sleep all morning while the two little kids played around me. They'd beg for lunch around 11 so I'd drag myself from the sofa to feed them. Then I'd collapse again and sleep until 3:30 when I had to go pick the older boys up from school. As soon as we got back home, I'd collapse again until 5 when my husband got home. At that time, I'd get up to start dinner while he'd oversee homework. We'd eat, put the kids to bed, and then I'd sit like a zombie on the sofa folding laundry before collapsing back into bed by 10.

My skin was awful. It was thickened and scaly, coarse, cracked and bleeding. I developed what I thought was dandruff but no medicated shampoos helped. Upon closer inspection, I realized that it was not dandruff. It was dry skin on my head! It got so dry, thickened, and scaly that my scalp began cracking open and coming off in big chunks, leaving bloody holes all over my head. I also developed little pimples all along my hair line (and I've never had acne in my life, even as a teenager). My husband told me I had begun to snore loudly. My memory was shot; I felt brain-dead and stupid. My eyes were super-sensitive to the light. My entire body, from head to toe, ached severely. It was like every cell in my body was in constant pain; it hurt just to exist, let alone move. I had large red patches on my skin--no one knew what they were. My right arm was so painful (whenever it wasn't numb) that I could barely use it.

I went to the doctor Jan 2000 for my annual gyn and requested a thyroid check too. My TSH was 8.0, well above normal and indicative of thyroid disease. We had moved by this time and my new doctor immediately began me on 75 mcg of synthroid (when I showed him my bloodwork from 1995, he was horrified that I hadn't received treatment. He said I had suffered horribly--and gained 80 pounds--for 5 years needlessly). Meanwhile, he did another blood test to see if I had thyroid antibodies in my bloodstream. I did, so I had Hashimoto's autoimmune thyroid disease, in which my own immune system is destroying my thryoid gland. There is no cure.

My husband immediately began intensive research on the internet to learn all he could about the disease. He read everything: medical journals, research studies, thyroid forums, alternative medicine websites--you name it. Meanwhile, my reaction to the synthroid was to give me severe constipation, destroy my libido, and make my hair fall out even more. My January menstruation hadn't been quite as bad as in 1999 (I had begun taking vitamin B complex and it helped), but when I started the synthroid my february menstruation was even worse.

By late March 00, my TSH had gone down to 1.8. The pimples were gone, the red patches on my skin were gone, my skin and scalp had improved some, and my hair was falling out at the rate of only one drainful per shower (instead of 2-3 drainfuls per shower). But I was still tired and still lactating. The doctor suggested we wait a bit to see what would happen.

By June 00 my TSH was down to 0.7. My skin had improved with the high humidity of the San Antonio summer (even before treatment, it always got better in the summertime). My menstrual cycle was under good control, but I was still lactating and still tired. Meanwhile, my husband had read that a healthy thyroid gland produces 5 different thyroid hormones (T0, T1, T2, T3, and T4). 80% of what your gland makes is T4, which is a stable compound that your cells convert into useable T3 as needed. However, 15% of the T3 your body needs comes directly from the thyroid gland. Some of your cells demand serum T3 straight from the thyroid; they cannot convert T4 into T3. Well, my gland didn't work. And Synthroid contains only T4! I told my doctor that perhaps I needed to have my T3 measured, that maybe I didn't have enough since synthroid wasn't providing any. And maybe my cells weren't converting the synthroid into T3; this could easily explain my unresolved symptoms.

Unfortunately, doctors are taught very little about thyroid disease in medical school. They are just told "give a TSH test and if it is over 5.0, give the patient a synthroid tablet to take daily." So when I suggested that my doctor measure my T3 levels, he said "Oh, they should be fine because synthroid IS T3." Well, he was wrong. It's pure 100% T4.

He recommended I go to an endocrinologist to figure out why I was lactating (my prolactin levels were normal). But we moved in July 2000 so I couldn't get in to see an endo beforehand.

We arrived here in late July. We found a house and got settled in, but I went way downhill during the month of August. My hair was coming out by huge handfuls; back to 2 drainfuls per shower. I could not stay awake; I'd barely get the kids to school and then sleep until noon. My skin was horribly dry in spite of the high humidity. The "dandruff" came back--with huge bloody holes in my head again where chunks of dry skin were coming off. My husband said I began to exhibit sleep apnea; he spent several nights lying awake listening to my breathing so he could shake me every time my breathing stopped. And I got a urinary tract infection (common for thyroid patients).

On 31 August 00 I went back to the doctor to tell him that my last doctor in Texas had recommended I see an endocrinologist. He quickly wrote out a referral and was about to send me home when I showed him my scalp and the big bloody holes in my head where the skin was coming off. That so horrified him he wrote out a new prescription for synthroid, for 100 mcg/day.

Well, a couple days later I noticed a strange mole on my shoulder. I went to the doctor to see it, and happened to get my appt with a different man from the one I saw the week before. He suspected skin cancer and gave me a dermatology referral. While he was examining me, I told him about my thyroid condition. He too did not know about T3 and T4, and all the other things we had read in our research. I told him I really wondered why no one had ever measured my T3 levels to determine if my body was converting my synthroid into useable form. So he looked up some stuff in one of his textbooks, realized I had a good point, and ordered full lab tests.

On 6 Sept those lab samples were drawn. My TSH was 2.6. My T4 levels were at a good amount, but my T3 levels were so low they were borderline. However, since they were still just barely within the "normal" range stated by the lab, my doctor said they were just fine. This blood profile, by the way, is classic for patients who take synthroid. The synthroid quickly lowers their TSH and raises their serum T4 levels, but their T3 levels are very low for 2 reasons: 1)their bodies are being deprived of the T3 which is normally excreted by the healthy thyroid gland 2)many of their cells are unable to convert the synthroid into T3.

By October, I had seen the dermatologist and he confirmed I had a skin cancer on my shoulder (basal cell carcinoma). He removed it, and shortly after that I found some research which showed that hypothyroid patients develop tumors..... Gee thanks. So I spend 5 years with untreated hypothyroidism and now I'm dealing with skin cancer.

In October, I wasn't sleeping as much and my skin wasn't cracked open quite as much. My hair was falling out a little less; I had to clean the shower drain only once per shower instead of twice. However, I started hurting severely all over my entire body. Every cell just ached horribly. And I began to develop some new symptoms I had never had before. My tongue became thickened and unwieldy; it was hard to control. I couldn't form the words I had in my head and I was biting my tongue and cheeks a lot. I would think one word and say something else. I also developed bad "brain fog;" my head was cloudy and I just simply couldn't think straight anymore.

By November, we did another blood draw and my TSH was down to 0.3. My husband had done further research and found a scientific study in a medical journal in which they gave some patients just synthroid while others were given synthroid plus oral T3. The patients on oral T3 felt better, did better on tests, and had less depression. The conclusions of the study were that it is clear the body needs the T3 which is produced directly by the thyroid gland so patients who had non-functioning glands and are taking only oral T4 are not getting what they need; they need oral T3 in addition to the oral T4 to make up for the T3 they are not getting from their glands.

But the doctor had given me an endocrinology referral so I simply bided my time until my appt on 7 Dec. We were sure that I'd finally get the care I needed; this endocrinologist I was to see was a woman so she'd understand a woman's body well (and thyroid disease is far more common to women than men).

I went to my endo appt with great anticipation. I walked in with my skin so thick and scaly I looked like an alligator. It was cracked open and bleeding; I left blood smears on the paperwork and the exam table. My scalp was coarse and scaly too. My hair was falling out everywhere. I hurt so bad from head to toe that I could barely walk. My tongue was thick and unresponsive. I was exhausted, couldn't think straight and having difficulty forming words. I had gained another 5 pounds since August so now my weight was 222. I was depressed and moody and felt like I wanted to just DIE.

She checked my reflexes and they were non-existent. But that was it. She looked no further at me at all; she ignored my skin and scalp and aching joints. Instead, she looked in my records and saw my old lab report from Sept (a 3-month-old report) and said "Oh, a TSH of 2.6. Well then you are fine." I said I sure didn't FEEL fine. I told her I was still lactating and had been for 2 solid years and she said "oh well these things take time." I showed her my bleeding dry skin and she said "but it is cold outside so that is normal!" even though HER skin wasn't thick and scaly and bleeding..... I told her I had gained weight all year long while taking synthroid and she said "oh well." She then informed me that she didn't need to see me again in person for 6 months. She said that I could get another TSH test in Jan 01 and have it faxed to her office, and that from now on there would be no reason for us to see one another; she would simply call me if she thought I needed anything. Then she wrote "Diagnosis: Hashimoto's" on my chart and charged my insurance company $225 for it! Good grief; I already knew I had Hashimoto's a year ago!

For Christmas we went to visit my family. But my knees were so painful I couldn't climb the stairs in my mom's or my sister's homes. My dear sister ran up the stairs for me whenever I needed anything. I felt awful and helpless. I was so depressed that I spent one whole day crying nonstop.

By Jan 01, I was really depressed and frustrated. My hair was coming out 2 drainsful per shower. The acne was starting up again all along my hairline. I ached severely all over. I was exhausted--I'd sleep all day if you let me. I had terrible difficulty thinking and speaking. My skin was still cracked and bleeding from dryness. The "dandruff" was getting even worse. And now something new: I was starting to get really cold all the time. I was badly constipated. Then the menstrual irregularities began to return and I got another urinary tract infection.

On 17 January, I saw a new doctor. I described my symptoms and he said "You need T3." He immediately switched me off of synthroid (pure T4) onto Armour natural thyroid. Armour contains T0, T1, T2, T3, and T4 in the proportions which the healthy thyroid gland produces them. I was thrilled; it was so obvious that synthroid did not work for me and yet I had spent a year suffering while the doctors forced me to take it. If I get a urinary tract infection and the doctor gives me a medicine which does not cure it, does he just make me keep taking it? No, he switches me to a different medication. Well, I have thyroid disease and I spent a year taking a medication which clearly did not make me better (the more I took, the worse symptoms I got). But no one would let me take a different thyroid preparation even though there are at least a dozen to choose from.

So I began to take Armour in a very small dose because my doctor had never put anyone on armour before and did not know how much I would need. His plan was to build me up slowly until my symptoms were fully alleviated. When I started taking Armour, I immediately felt 100% better; the depression cleared up by the second day! (the study we found showed that patients given oral T3 quit having depression; the brain is dependent upon serum T3; it cannot convert T4 into T3). The doctor has continued to increase my dosage slightly, looking for the right amount for me.

I now feel better than I have felt in 6 years and WAY better than I ever felt on synthroid. My skin is nearly normal; it is thin and pliable instead of thickened and scaly and cracked. It's still a little dry though. I have a couple other mild symptoms but mostly I feel normal much of the time. The doctor will be increasing my dose another notch next week so we can alleviate the last of these symptoms. In addition, I have discovered through my own experience and that of other thyroid patients I know that a woman's body demands more thyroid hormone during the menstrual cycle. When I go into that cycle, my hair falls out more (as well as numerous other symptoms). Now, it is NOT normal for your hair to fall out just because you are menstruating! Clearly my body demands more at that time of month. I am asking my doctor to give me a prescription for extra Armour to take at that time.

Another time your body demands more hormone is when you face stress. But if you have a non-functioning gland, you are dependent upon your doctor to give you more if you are in hard times.

That is my story and I think it raises important questions. First of all, why was I not given treatment beginning in 1995? The bloodwork clearly showed I had abnormal thyroid conditions. My TSH was a full point above the reference range and my T3 uptake index was well below the reference range. Not only that, but my sister was a hypothyroid patient, and family history of thyroid disease is a well-known risk factor. However in our research we have learned that many doctors regard hypothyroidism during a pregnancy or nursing to be "transient" and not warranting treatment. Well how do they KNOW it is transient? How many months or years or decades must a woman wait before they decide it isn't going to go away? And look at what happens to her during that time; she is gaining weight and her cholesterol levels are skyrocketing (so she is building up her arteries nicely), plus she is working on hypoglycemia (untreated hypothyroidism results in diabetes and heart disease, among other nasty things).

In addition, our research has shown us that women who develop postpartum hypothyroidism are much more likely to develop the lifelong autoimmune disease than women who do not develop postpartum hypothyroidism. So obviously, the fact that I clearly had the postpartum disease indicates that my doctors should have been checking my thyroid levels every few months, especially when I was pregnant and nursing my next two babies over the next 5 years. But they didn't.

I believe ALL pregnant and nursing women should be screened for thyroid disease. Why? Because I just read research in which they showed babies nursed by hypothyroid mothers suffer from hypothyrodism in the first few months. Why? Because the only hormone a nursing mother passes to her baby in her breast milk is the thyroid hormone (which is why so many women become hypothyroid while nursing). A baby who isn't getting enough will be small and sleep too much, plus has a lower IQ (this is from a double-blind study in which they tested the IQs of 5-6-yr-olds they had followed since birth, and the thryoid condition of the mothers). Well, I am mad. My last baby was born weighing 9#3oz and yet never grew much, so by the time she was 4-6 months old, people in the grocery store were asking me if she was a preemie. She also would often sleep up to 17 hours straight. And I was so sick with hypothyroid symptoms during those months I nursed her..... In addition, my first baby's eyes were so sensitive to sunlight that we could hardly take him outside. This light sensitivity is a hypothyroid symptom.... I am very angry! What kind of long-term damage has been done to my children by the doctor's failure to treat my condition?

So the doctors clearly have no idea which hypothyroidism is "transient" and which is going to stay with you for life. My doctor who brushed me off in Jan 95 should have checked my blood for Hashimoto's. Not only do women with postpartum thyroid disease often go on to develop permanent hypothyroidism, but their babies may be permanently damaged by their deficiency.

Another question this raises is the training of our doctors in thyroid disease. They are taught that the TSH test should be used alone. Unfortunately, this doesn't work. Synthroid (the most commonly prescribed thyroid preparation--95% of patients take it) will lower TSH rapidly even if the body does not convert the synthroid into a useable form. So the patient has tons of synthroid (T4) coursing through her bloodstream and thus has a healthy low TSH level--and is dying from hypothyroidism because her body is unable to use her medication. Doctors should be measuring patients' T3 levels too.

Another thing: we found a scientific study which shows that people also need the T2 that a healthy thyroid gland produces! This study showed that some cells use T2 to produce the enzyme which converts T4 into a useable form. So if you give a patient only T4, not all of her cells will be able to use it. Sure, SOME of her cells will be ok and will convert that T4 over, but she must have T2 for total health.

Another problem we thyroid patients are having: doctors rely too much on the labwork. Doctors have been treating thyroid disease for more than 100 years. Before we had labwork, they would examine the patient and her symptoms and then give her dessicated thyroid tablets , increasing the dosage until she felt good (by the way, Armour thyroid is dessicated thyroid). However, with the advent of these thyroid lab tests, doctors are ignoring a patient's symptoms and looking only at her labwork. I hold up that endocrinologist I saw last Dec as a prime example of this: she ignored my horrific symptoms, looked at an out-of-date lab test, proclaimed it "normal" and told me not to come back for 6 months. When I pointed out to her that the labwork was old, she said "Ok, have them draw another and fax it to me but I don't need to see you; we'll just handle your case over the phone." In other words, she had no interest in my symptoms or how I felt. She was interested only in my labwork.

I have had 6 different doctors look only at my labs and ignore my symptoms. Or they try to blame my symptoms on lupus or arthritis or anything else they can dream up even though every one of my problems is clearly a thyroid deficiency--all because my TSH test came back in "normal" ranges. Several have refused to do T3 tests so how they heck do they know if my body is using the medication at the cellular level? They don't! I was also told that I will ALWAYS feel yucky because I have an incurable disease so I need to just live with it. Well, guess what? I changed doctors and found someone who would switch me over to Armour (which contains ALL the hormones my gland would make if it could). And you know what? I no longer have all those horrific problems that the other doctors said I would just have to learn to live with.

Another problem that we seem to have is this: those "normal" ranges. First of all, the TSH "normal" range is typically 0.5 to 5. For many doctors, once they get you into that range they quit treating you no matter how awful your symptoms are. Well, the American Association of Clinical Endocrinologists recently announced that they think a TSH above 3 is a matter of concern.

The second thing to consider about these "normal" ranges is that what feels good for Janey may feel awful to Susie. These doctors are working from the standpoint that once your blood test comes back showing that your TSH, T3, and T4 numbers are falling anywhere within the reference range, you are ok. Well guess what? Perhaps Janey feels really good when her T3 levels are at 1.98, but Susie feels as though she is dying. Susie needs her personal T3 levels to be at 2.9 before she is healthy and functioning normally. Those reference ranges should not be used as a treatment protocol! They are there simply to give the doctor a rough idea of why you might not be feeling well. If you feel horrible and are depressed and your brain is in a fog and your tongue isn't working and your T3 levels are right at the very bottom level of the reference range, the doctor should NOT look at the lab test and say "Oh gee Susie, that is still within the normal parameters so go home and deal with it." No, he should look at that lab test and say "gee whiz Susie! No wonder you feel so bad! Your T3 levels are at the rock bottom edge of our reference range! Obviously you need more T3 and would probably do much better if YOUR T3 levels were higher."

You see, those reference ranges don't mean that an individual will feel wonderful any time her bloodwork shows that she is anywhere within that range. Those reference ranges mean that some people have good health at the lower end of the range while others have good health at the higher end of the range and so typically your average person is going to fall somewhere in between these two numbers. Once the doctor draws the blood he must then go on to judge that patient as an individual; if she is somewhere within that range it doesn't mean she is cured. It just means that she is getting closer to the serum level which will make her feel her best.

There is also a belief among today's doctors that a person with thyroid disease is meant to always have unalleviated symptoms of her disease. Doctors did not use to believe that. 50 years ago when they gave patients dessicated thyroid, doses based solely on how the patient felt, doctors were so happy to see the patients feeling good again with all their symptoms cleared up (I own some medical textbooks from back then and that is what they say in the sections on thyroid disease). But today, doctors ignore the patients' symptoms and rely strictly on bloodwork. They quit helping the patient as soon as her bloodwork falls somewhere in the "normal" range no matter how bad she feels.

In addition, today's crop of doctors have been told to treat patients only with Synthroid rather than with natural thyroid. For 30 years now, patients have been taking pure T4, their bodies deprived of the other 4 thyroid hormones a healthy gland makes. These people then go on to live with hypothyroid symptoms for the rest of their lives because they are lacking in T0, T1, T2, and T3. So it has become a part of our medical lore that "thyroid patients never feel good!" When really it does not have to be that way. I am proof; I am now taking a preparation which contains all 5 thyroid hormones my body would make if it could, and my symptoms are going away! Am I unusual? No, before the invention and marketing of Synthroid, all women were given those 5 hormones and they felt great.

Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia are two diseases which are new. Funnily enough, they came onto the scene right after Synthroid and the TSH test went into widespread use. Most people with fibromyalgia and CFS have hypothyroidism. Joint aches and fatigue are two of the most common hypothyroid symptoms. A few doctors are now examining this situation and have CURED their patients' fibromyalgia and CFS by administering T3. Don't forget that since the invention of the TSH test, doctors are giving the patients just enough medication to lower TSH to less than 5, leaving them undertreated. And remember, T3 is not present in Synthroid.... The combination of these two truths is what has created the diseases fibromyalgia and CFS.

Your show reaches so many people. Hypothyroidism is a deadly disease. It will kill you. It must be treated. Yet millions of women are undiagnosed. Millions of others have been brushed off, the way I was in 1995 just because I'd had a baby. Millions of others have had TSH tests showing a 3.5 or 4 or 4.5 and were sent home with the words "Oh, that's normal so there's nothing wrong with you." Millions of others are taking synthroid and are being put on anti-depressants because their bodies are deprived of T3, even though scientific research has shown that T3 will cure their depression. And millions of others are living half-lives; they are being treated for their hypothyroidism but they are being given just barely enough medication to keep them alive--but not enough to alleviate their symptoms. What's wrong with that, you ask? This is not just a quality of life issue. It's not just about wishing your hair would quit falling out. Hypothyroidism results in heart disease, diabetes, Carpal tunnel syndrome, tendonitis, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome, PMS, infertility, dangerously high cholesterol, severe depression (including suicidal thoughts), obesity, heart failure, stroke, and death. So you see, this is a life-or-death matter. Patients who are being treated for thyroid disease but who still have symptoms are UNDERtreated. Their cholesterol levels are still building up, their blood is clotting too easily, their pancreases do not work properly, etc. You see, it's not just about whether my hair and skin looks good. Undertreated hypothyroidism is ravaging my insides too. My organs and glands--every cell in my body--is crying out for the correct hormones and proper levels. I am at risk for an early death.

And it's criminal. It doesn't have to be this way. The doctors of the past didn't treat their patients like this! There is no reason at all not to give me the proper levels of thyroid hormones. If I still have symptoms, change my medication until we get it right! But that's not what's happening in our medical system today. No, our doctors are just reading a lab test, ignoring physical symptoms and relying strictly on a single blood test (TSH) which several doctors are now suggesting has no basis at all in clinical reality. My endocrinologist is the poster child for this one, folks! She even said she'd treat me over the phone based on whatever lab results got faxed over to her!

So, should we just be left half-alive, our bodies slowly dying from thyroid deficiency, leaving us with diabetes and heart disease? Or should our doctors look past the bloodwork and recognise that we are all individuals? We each have a thyroid level which is right for us personally, and what is right for me is not necessarily what is right for you.

And that goes for medication too. When synthroid doesn't work, perhaps the doctor should quit blaming the patient and instead change her medication!

What a concept.

I think you should do a show on this topic. You could save millions of lives.

Thanks for your time.

PS
All of those symptoms I described to you that I have experienced over the years are classic hypothyroid symptoms, including the anemia.... I didn't know that at the time, but have learned about it since then in my research over the last year."
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http://thyroidgirl.blogspot.com/
Thyroid Girl might find out she has cancer (Part One)
Very very amusing... The way we feel, and a daughter with the plague!

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http://crazythyroidlady.blogspot.com/2011/12/thyroid-disease-feels-like.html
What Thyroid Disease Feels Like
A semi-entertaining piece of what we go through every day; not only once in a while. Complete with illustrations!

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http://tershbango.blogspot.com/2011/04/it-must-be-my-thyroid.html
The best of intentions- Funny Stuff.
Sad, but true.

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http://www.raisingmyboychick.com/tag/thyroid/
Finding out the baby has congenital hypothyroidism http://www.idph.state.il.us/HealthWellness/fs/congenitalhypo.htm
We got the call on, perhaps, Friday? He was born on Thursday the week previous. One week we’d had with perfection — the most perfect baby ever born, perfect smooshed nose, perfect hematoma on his perfect skull, perfect grey-blue eyes, perfect long toes with perfect tiny nails, perfect red “angry baby!” Hulk impression, perfect everything — and now we were told it was a lie, that he was broken, defective, lacking, and so were we, since we didn’t even have a pediatrician for him. He had never been dressed, never worn more than a prefold diaper Snappi’d or wrapped around him, coverless to learn his elimination patterns. He was our Naked Baby, our perfection incarnate. And I had failed him.
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Symptoms/Diagnosis

By , About.com Guide

A look at the thyroid, thyroid disease, key risk factors, symptoms and diagnosis of various thyroid conditions, including hypothyroidism, hyperthyroidism, autoimmune thyroid disease like Hashimoto's and Graves' disease, goiter and nodules, thyroid cancer, and thyroiditis. Find out about the various blood tests, imaging tests, x-rays and even self-tests that can help diagnose a thyroid condition.
  1. The Thyroid and Thyroid Disease
  2. Risk Factors
  3. Diagnosing Thyroid Disease
  4. Hypothyroidism Symptoms and Diagnosis
  5. Hyperthyroidism Symptoms and Diagnosis
  1. Autoimmune Thyroid Disease: Hashimoto's and Graves' Disease /Symptoms, Diagnosis
  2. Goiter and Nodules / Lumps and Tumors -- Symptoms and Diagnosis
  3. Thyroid Cancer Symptoms and Diagnosis
  4. Blood Tests, Imaging Tests and Evaluation
  5. Thyroid Quizzes and Checklists

The Thyroid and Thyroid Disease

The thyroid is a small gland, shaped like a butterfly, located in the lower part of your neck. The function of a gland is to secrete hormones. The main hormones released by the thyroid are triiodothyronine, abbreviated as T3, and thyroxine, abbreviated as T4. These thyroid hormones deliver energy to cells of the body. The most common problems that develop in the thyroid include: hypothyroidism (an underactive thyroid), hyperthyroidism (an overactive thyroid), goiter (an enlarged thyroid), thyroid nodules (lumps in the thyroid gland), thyroid cancer (malignant thyroid nodules or tissue), and thyroiditis.


Risk Factors

There are a number of risk factors for thyroid disease, among them gender, age, family history, personal history, environmental exposures, lifestyle, foods, and nutritional status.

Diagnosing Thyroid Disease

Diagnosing thyroid disease is a process that can incorporate numerous factors, including clinical evaluation, blood tests, imaging tests, biopsies, and other tests.

Hypothyroidism Symptoms and Diagnosis

When the thyroid gland is underactive, improperly formed at birth, surgically removed all or in part, or becomes incapable of producing enough thyroid hormone, a person is said to be hypothyroid. One of the most common causes of hypothyroidism is the autoimmune disease called Hashimoto's disease, in which antibodies gradually target the thyroid and destroy its ability to produce thyroid hormone. Symptoms of hypothyroidism usually go along with a slowdown in metabolism, and can include fatigue, weight gain, and depression, among others.

Hyperthyroidism Symptoms and Diagnosis

When the thyroid gland becomes overactive and produces too much thyroid hormone, a person is said to be hyperthyroid. The most common cause of hyperthyroidism is the autoimmune condition known as Graves' disease, where antibodies target the gland and cause it to speed up hormone production.

Autoimmune Thyroid Disease: Hashimoto's and Graves' Disease /Symptoms, Diagnosis

Most thyroid dysfunction such as hypothyroidism or hyperthyroidism is due to autoimmune thyroid disease. Autoimmune disease refers to a condition where the body's natural ability to differentiate between its tissues, organs and glands, vs. outside bacteria, viruses or pathogens, becomes disrupted. This causes the immune system to wrongly mount an attack on the affected area, by producing antibodies. In the case of autoimmune thyroid disease, antibodies either gradually destroy the thyroid, or make it overactive.

Goiter and Nodules / Lumps and Tumors -- Symptoms and Diagnosis

Sometimes the thyroid becomes enlarged -- due to Hashimoto's disease, Graves' disease, nutritional deficiencies, or other thyroid imbalances. When the thyroid become enlarged, this is known as a goiter. Some people develop solid or liquid filled cysts, lumps, bumps and tumors -- both benign and cancerous -- in the thyroid gland. These are known as thyroid nodules.

Thyroid Cancer Symptoms and Diagnosis

A small percentage of thyroid nodules are cancerous. While thyroid cancer is a rare cancer, it's on the rise.

Blood Tests, Imaging Tests and Evaluation

Diagnosing thyroid disease is a process that can incorporate numerous factors, including clinical evaluation, blood tests, imaging tests, biopsies, and other tests.

Thyroid Quizzes and Checklists

Help explore thyroid conditions and find out more in these informative self-tests and self-scoring interactive quizzes on everything from thyroid and weight gain, to the drugs you are prescribed.

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I am slowly, but surely, finding more and more stuff related (and not) within my own body.

From my migraine disease to this, to the osteo... It all 'fits' somehow.
And makes me wonder why I didn't see this all coming...

XOXO
Me










I ♥ these stories! Father and Son


http://www.kold.com/story/16419384/father-son-unite-after-40-years?clienttype=printable


Father, son unite after 40 years

Posted: Dec 30, 2011 2:53 PM CST Friday, December 30, 2011 3:53 PM EST - Updated: Jan 01, 2012 9:00 AM CST Sunday, January 1, 2012 10:00 AM EST

BASTROP, TX (KXAN/CNN) – The holidays were a lot more special this year for a father and son in Texas, after they were united for the first time.

Mike Gold, a member of the U.S. Armed Forces, got a "Dear John" letter before he shipped out more than 40 years ago, with news he might be a father. Gold said he never knew if there had been a child.

His son, Jerry Glomboske had been given up for adoption. But at 44 years old, Glomboske began to search for his father via Internet.

He said once he found him, he was unsure whether he should e-mail him.

"So I said well I'll just give it a try, see what happens," Glomboske said. "The next day I woke up and had an e-mail from him."

The two next exchanged pictures. Glomboske said his family laughed when they saw the picture; they immediately knew he had found his father.

"They said that has to be your dad; you look just like him," Glomboske said.

The father and son found out they had more things in common. Both served in the military and spent their careers in law enforcement.

And oddly enough, they shared the same date of birth, April 27, exactly 20 years apart.

Gold and his wife have planned to fly to California and visit Glomboske and his family in April, to celebrate their birthdays together.


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Jerry Glomboske, 44, met his father for the first time after finding him via the Internet. (Source: KXAN/CNN)

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