[My] Life in Wisconsin

Good Grrrrrief!

 

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Casey's bed tag...
"Endoscopic UltraSound"

Not sure what the final "E" was for...
Maybe to tag her as an 'experiment'?



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Rochester Welcomes You by you.
A misnomer, this sign...
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Good Morning Everyone!
We are home from Mayo once again.
Sadly, no wiser than we left.

And I have been battling a migraine since our return.
Not fun at all.

****IMPORTANT:
If any of you received text messages from CaseyFace on Friday, please know that she was more than 'under the influence' after her procedure.
(Mad as hell, and very much
misunderstanding what the doctor had told her)...

We left on Thursday...
... and during another new attack for her...
Knowing Mayo would do her blood work and let us know what was going on with her amylase and lipase counts.
She has not had any pain pills in a few weeks now, and has put herself through hell with that too.
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Casey and Punk by you.
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She slept for the most part after we finally found a hotel ~as did Punk.
(I say 'finally' ~because the fair was "happening" in Rochester, and there were no rooms anywhere).

Oh wait, yes there were... AND, we even had a choice!

Either we paid an ungodly amount to leave Punk in the car, or at another place, to sleep in one bed.
(A twin bed at that)!
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That's not going to work...

So on the phone with Casey's wonderful man. Greg googled everything for us, and found us a room at Stewartville. (Just a hop, skip and a jump down the road from Rochester).
I'd much rather be out of town anyway, so this was definitely not a problem.
I called there.
The people (Eastern Indian) were extremely difficult to understand on the phone.
But upon our arrival, were the most decent people I have ever dealt with in any hotel.

After getting settled in, (in our pristine and perfect room), we ordered from one of the town menus.
One pizza place offered Homemade Chicken Pot Pie.
Casey cannot eat pizza since her pancreas has gone haywire; so we both ordered a serving of their pie.
Casey was even bold enough to add some BBQ wings to go along with hers.
To say that these pies rivaled my own would be true. hehehe
OMG, but they were SO good!!!
Casey also had remarked that her wings were also the best she has ever ordered anywhere.
(She'd eaten about 4 bites of her pie before her pancreas violently objected to it, ~ so she was 'stuck' eating those wings)...

Punk simply drooled...
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Punk, waiting to leave by you.
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They both slept until I woke them at 10:30AM. We had to be out of the room by 11; which worked out perfectly to get to Mayo for Casey's appointment at noon.
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Placing her IV by you.
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Something funny? by you.
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The nurses were quite kind...
Mayo had a visiting doctor,
(Clain), from USC who specializes in gastrointestinal stuff; a leading doctor on the pancreas.
He was also quite rude, not allowing Casey to say a word. When she did ask a question, he replied that she did not want to be telling him how to do his job.
WHAT?!?
All she did was ask a question of him!!!

So let's just get this over and done with.
First to sign a paper that authorized them to to 'use' her as a study patient.
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Casey- Signed Consent by you.
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They had found her interesting enough to place her within this group.
blah blah blah.
For Pete's sakes, who the heck cares about all of this?
Just please fix her already???
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Almost ready for surgery by you.
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Whenever one gets poked in the pancreas, it sets off an attack. This has always been her reaction to her EUS procedures, or the ERCP's she has had.
Any probing really p*sses off her pancreas.
Friday was no different.
She returned to the recovery room in pain.
They gave her Demerol, (25 mgs.), which did not even touch her pain.
Then finally gave her a hypo of Dilaudid.
That worked, and we would be able to keep our appointment for her results across the street for 4:30.

We used the skywalk...
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Casey by you.
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At this appointment, her doctor, (Kisiel), tried to explain to her the possible scenario of nerve damage from Froedtert's surgeries; and the possible inability they would have to control her pain. At some point, the dilaudid really kicked in... and she got everything a little mixed up.
Reflect back to my note about her text msgs... At no point did he say she was an addict. Good grief, she has gone many months at times with no relief at all.
This is a very touchy subject for us both, especially given what July had thrown our way.

Back to Dr. Kisiel.
Her EUS was unremarkable. No calcium deposits etc. (I know too, that the good Dr Clain had made up his mind about her pancreas even before he went in and looked around).
One gets to 'peg' these certain personalities after these many years of watching, ~listening to the nurses and doctors; seeing/reading their body language (that may/may not betray their words).

And so, like I said before, we know nothing more than what we did before we left home.

She is still in pain, with no good explanations, or help, or relief offered to her.
I for one, would LOVE to be a fly on the wall if her doctor here would ever be in the same room with this Dr. Clain. After all his work with her here, and to have his lab results simply dismissed by Mayo.
They also threw out her bloodwork from the hospitals here because it wasn't on their scale.

We drove home that night.
I didn't mean to, as I had been up since 4 AM.
But again, there were no rooms within a couple hundred mile radius of Oshkosh, Wisconsin, because of the EAA Convention. (CLICK for info).

I was dog tired, and my head was just starting to act up. I dropped Casey off at her place. Punk and I came home to a hot stuffy house.

We will know more once she speaks with her doctor here, and has him all filled in. I promise to keep you all informed.

For now, it will be back to my quiet dark bedroom... Maybe a nap?

I hope you are all having a grand weekend!

XOXO
Anne

Originally posted to my Y!360, Sunday August 3, 2008 - 09:22am (CDT)

Radio, Computer Broadcast. WEIRD Wisconsin


http://www.blogtalkradio.com/shadowsinthedark/2008/08/04/100th-Show-Celebration-Badger-State-Weirdness

Have fun...

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Tune in tonight at 8:30 pm...
I have not listened to their casts yet, only Toni's and Jennifers,
But I think it will be fun to hear what may be said about Wisconsin too.
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Celebrating their 100th show tonight...
"During the first hour Linday Godfrey will be joining us to talk about her research into the strange and weird. She has authored and co-authored such books as Weird Wisconsin, Weird Michigan and Strange Wisconsin. During the 2nd hour we will celebrating our 100th with giveaways and more."


XOXO
Me

I See It...

Good Morning Everyone;

Time is at a premium right now, so I will keep this short...

After a terribly painful trip for herself, Casey is sound asleep- and when we get to Mayo, they will knock her out for her EUS.
Hopefully we can get results right away.


I was going through a few pics on my Flickr account and I found these two...
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I have no problem seeing a resemblance.
Don't you see it too?

XOXO
Me

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Women's Thyroid Levels Linked to Risk of Alzheimer's Disease

http://thyroid.about.com/b/2008/07/30/thyroid-alzheimers.htm
Have you had your thyroid checked lately?
Cancer or Alzheimers... Which do you prefer???

XOXO
Me

Women's Thyroid Levels Linked to Risk of Alzheimer's Disease

Wednesday July 30, 2008

Women with low or high levels of the hormone thyrotropin (also known as Thyroid Stimulating Hormone, or TSH) have an increased risk of Alzheimer's disease.

Find out more about the issue, including what levels of TSH are considered "high" and "low," in this article about the connection between Alzheimers disease and thyroid problems in women.

Wednesday ~Notes From Wisconsin!

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I took this at a rest stop along highway 41

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Good Morning All;
My thoughts keep going back to "Ten Thought Tuesday", but now I'm a day behind.
(Courtesy of that narfy tomato).
hehehe

I have a(nother) doctor appointment this afternoon for my back. Wish it would go away soon.
The ride to/from Rochester did nothing good for it either...
Nor did mowing my lawns, twice over, to get rid of my somewhat jungled and abandoned look.
(I think I might also have gotten rid of a few varmints)... oops
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On this special topic,
I have been (ahem), characteristically silent...
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.......But no more...
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As many of you already know, I have already grown quite tired of politicking this year.
Ted Thompson apparently has not.
(I can't quite figure out his silly~@ss thought process either)...

Nor have I been able to figure out exactly what it is that he is so afraid of? (Feel free to clue me in).

Mama always said:
"If you can't be right, be wrong at the top of your voice."
Mama sure was smart.

When applied to Ted Thompson, this seems to be exactly what he has been doing.
In my little book, he IS an unmitigated @sshole.
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And so, I have proudly added my name to this list.

Brett-Favre by you.
(CLICK HERE to add your own name and support)


Seems the old boy thinks he has a year or two left in him. And since he has been the face of this organization for almost 20 years, he should have another season, and open arms. He already knows he has mine.


I had a prescription to pick up yesterday at CVS.
An uneventful little trip; (um, until I was driving home)...

A bit of background for you...

1st stop, CVS Pharmacy.
(They even handed out a big treat~bone for Punk)!

I object; that's just not fair to me at all. My own tummy is growling, so on to Mickey Dee's for a sandwich.
(Punk gets two treats at the 'pay' window)!! Big ones too!

Knowing that another trip to Mayo will put me over the 3000 mile mark, I stopped to have my oil changed. I spent the whole time (PLUS extra), talking to the nicest man who had seen Casey on TV, and even remembered her!
(This man just kept feeding Punk treats, I have no clue how many she got)...

After that, I had stopped at the Shell Station on the highway to fill 'er up.
And then to go back home...
Kinda boring huh?

Wait for it now...

As I merged onto the highway, there was barely any traffic. There was one pickup truck that must have thought he owned the road. He did not budge from his lane to allow me access. Dork. Naturally I had to slow and let him pass.

As I got up to speed again, he hit his brakes.
WTH?

I see through his rear window that he is flipping me off.
WT"effing"H?!?!?

As he was slowed, I pulled out to pass him; grabbing my camera in the process. (This, for me, is now a completely involuntary action).

As I pass him, he is literally screaming profanities out his window at me.
Punk wastes no time letting him know he was being a dickhead.
And just so you know, I have never seen her snarl and growl before.
(Must have been all those treats)!!!

I called her down. She obeyed, quite begrudgingly-
(But hey, I just had to snap a picture)...
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Awwww...
Isn't he the attractive little dink?
I just smiled, (and real big) at him.

(As his wife turns her head out the side window).
Yes, he was still screaming too!

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It occurs to me that not everybody in Suamico is as nice as I am.


Home again, safe and sound; with a cold burger.
(And a still~paranoid dog too).

Thanking the Lord for my microwave, I ate quickly; and then had to go pull a few weeds.
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Nope, not that weed...
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But I have so many weeds around I don't know where to begin with this all.
So I just pulled the tallest and most obnoxious ones.
hehehe
(Besides, my back will not allow for me to dig out the shorter ones).

Oh well.
'Til it's all healed, there is nothing I can do about that.

When we got back home from Mayo last week, I found the prettiest surprises just waiting for us...
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Please ignore silly toes...
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Flowers EVERYWHERE!!!!
(Please don't be looking at my weeds ???) !
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Hope you are all having a 'wunnaful' Wednesday!
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Love to all!

XOXO
Anne

Originally posted to my Y! 360, Wednesday July 30, 2008 - 11:52am (CDT)

Stupid quote of the day...


http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080729/ts_nm/olympics_dc;_ylt=AqJEQanLSyM2cCclZsc53Yt34T0D
Beijing haze recedes but rights concerns remain -

Du Shaozhong, deputy chief of the Beijing Environmental Protection Bureau, said the haze, which reduces visibility to a few blocks, did not mean air quality was bad.

"We do not approve of the use of pictures to pass judgment on air quality ..."
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Oh really?!?
I always thought it was a pretty damned good indicator... (Especially when one cannot see even a few blocks)?!?

XOXO
Me

Oops

Been a tired and trying few days here...
Am feeling a bit under the weather ~and with respect to CaseyFace as well.
I see she has written, er 'composed' a new blog for you all.
CLICK HERE to read it...

As for me, I have been online much too long.
I have my days and nights all mixed up.
And it seems I must have also eaten a bad tomato...
(Therein lies the darned title)...



Love to all.

XOXO
Anne

My Brother and I...

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"My Brother and I"
one of the many explanations from the Mayo Brothers
about their core system of values.
As posted on the wall of the subway to Gonda.
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Good Morning Everyone;
Yes, we are back from our visit to Rochester, to the Mayo Clinic.
And have learned little from this visit, that we already didn't know.

Casey is now scheduled for an EUS, (Endoscopic Ultrasound) next month. Am hoping they might find out a bit more then.

She is a bit let down by the arrogance of so many of these doctors. And especially those that barely do their jobs; and simply go home.
(While they do of course have a right to have a home life, I am thinking they have an obligation to their patients too).

She has had so many just put their hours in, forgetting about even their own humanity in the process...
Perhaps for them, then it is time to really go home and get another job; one that a person can honestly let go at the end of the day.

We had to get all of those files, records, xrays, and slides... Am wondering "what for?" we did that all for now.
Expensive, (and oh so frustrating an endeavor), to be told she must carry them in to Mayo.
The doctors flipped through a few pages, and declared that since her pancreatic enzymes were not high enough for them that they probably couldn't do anything for her. (I didn't know I had to research their necessary levels before wasting all that gas and money).
All I know for sure is that her levels of amylase and lipase are high enough to leave her hospitalized (and how many times now?), and to hold her in pain every day of her life.

  • Some of her pain is treated.
  • Most of it is not.

  • Some patients are treated.
  • Some are not...

Kind of a crappy way to handle things.
Go for the glory, boys.
Leave my daughter suffer, will ya?


  • There have been times that her enzymes have been 10 times normal.
  • There have been hospitalizations when those levels were only 2 or 3 times normal.

Guess they just discarded all of that.

So much for the above title and sign.
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Besides my beautiful co-pilot,
there WERE things that made the trip worthwhile.


Like points in Wisconsin where the glaciers never touched.
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Seeing 'life' growing from rock...
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Crossing the Mississippi...
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Mississippi by you..
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Learning that Punk did not care one whit about any of that...
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Punk On the ride to Rochester by you.
She slept mostly there and back
'Til 'nature' called every now and then

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But she surely cared what Casey was munching on...
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(Especially when she didn't get any)!
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Driving downtown to all the hospitals
made us snicker when we saw this water tower
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I dropped Casey off,
leaving her with one of the security guards;
and found a place to park.

In the meantime, she got all registered and checked in.
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Before we went up to the 9th floor...
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We met the nicest lady (Deborah),
as we took some pictures of our new surroundings.


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she offered to take our picture,
together...
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Casey And Debbie by you....Casey and I, Gonda
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The view from the Gonda Building (part of Mayo),
was quite impressive.

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Casey 9th Floor, Gonda by you.
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It was then that we met with the doctors...
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Casey at Mayo by you.
96/60
~Taking the average of 6 separate readings.
(Borderline low blood pressure runs in my family).

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After which they scheduled an MRI.
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This whole test was flubbed from the get-go.
Too bad none of these 'professionals' actually LISTEN TO HER.
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Since that was messed up, it was time to go back to the hotel
(after speaking with the doctor who'd messed up)...

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But first, one more picture before we left...
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And back home for us then...

"My Brother and I"???
No. I don't think so.




Love to all.

From Flintville!
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Flintville, Wisconsin
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Have a 'wunnaful' weekend!

XOXO
Anne

*****Special note to Casey*****

Dear Sweet Daughter of Mine;
As you read this, know that I promise you WILL get you fixed.

No matter what it will take.
Foreverlonger...
XOXO,
Mama D.



originally posted to my Y! 360, Saturday July 26, 2008 - 06:57am (CDT)

7/25/08 WE ARE HOME~ & ~Update


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Added 7-24-08

Hi all...
I dropped Casey at her apartment- (Greg was waiting with open arms of course)!
She is tired- And more than a bit let down.

I share her sentiments...

Those of you that she had cell numbers for texting have already been updated by Casey.

She did not receive good news. But not necessarily bad news either. (I might be in a bit of denial here too)...
But we still have hope- 
(Remind me I said that if I ever forget)...

We go back in August for an EUS. (Endoscopic Ultrasound).

Love to all. Hope all is well with all of you.
I am beat.
Will check in tomorrow morning.


XOXO
Anne
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Added 7-23-08...


Please visit Casey's new blog for updates.
(click on word "Casey's", above)


XOXO
Anne

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7-23-08

Love to you all for your prayers and love sent.
With our stop at Froedtert and a few more records that they were STILL unprepared for, we arrived in Rochester early yesterday afternoon, and are tucked away in the hotel for a few moments more as we wait to find our way around Mayo's maze.

Will let you know how that all goes.
Casey has boxes and boxes of stuff, records, diagnosis', slides, etc...
(Hope we don't have to carry those things TOO far)!

Have a wunnaful Tuesday... (I'll get to 10 Thought Tuesday later). 

Love to all
XOXO
Me

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Hi Everyone,
Not too much news around here...

But we will be leaving tomorrow...
First to Froedtert, who (in their own wonderful style) completely "effed~up" Caseys request for ALL of her records there.
She must hand deliver them all to Mayo, and at Froedtert, one hand knows not what the other is doing...

After I raise hell there, and we get what we came for, we will be heading to Rochester.
Mayo!
(Yes, you may start singing now)!
hehehe

Here is Sweet Pea's rendition, (sang to the tune of Day-o)...

from Jul 15
take a deep breath now...

May-o, May-ay-ay-o
Daylight come and she wan' go eat
Duh, Dr St Mary say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh-uh-uh-o
Daylight come and she wan' go eat

Work all night on a drink a'water
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
clutch the belly till morning come
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

Come, Mr. Mayo Mon, belly make better
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
Come, Mr. Mayo Mon, belly make better
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

It's six day, seven day, eight day, BRUNCH!
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
Six day, seven day, eight day, BRUNCH!
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

May, Dr say May-ay-ay-o
(daylight come and she wa'n go eat)
Duh, Dr St Mary say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh

(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

A beautiful brunch a'food cooked by mama
(daylight come and she wan' go eat)
Hide thee Deadly Doctor of St Mary
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

It's six day, seven day, eight day, BRUNCH!
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
Six day, seven day, eight day, BRUNCH!
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

May, Dr say May-ay-ay-o
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
Duh, Dr St Mary say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh, Dr say duh

(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

Come, Mr. Mayo Mon, belly make better
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
Come, Mr. Mayo Mon, belly make better
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)

May-o, May-ay-ay-o
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)
May, Dr say May, Dr say May, Dr say May, Dr say May, Dr say May-ay-ay-o
(Daylight come and she wan' go eat)...


I am still laughing!!!

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This posting
is private,
and if you will look above you will see who I chose to share this with
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Some people I simply do not trust.
Some never come to my blog anyway.
Some are just nosy.
Some have contact with others that I don't care to have knowing I am gone...

In all seriousness, and although we have waited a LONG time to get CaseyAnne to Mayo, I don't mind sharing with you that I am scared sh*tless for what will happen now.
My own godawful fear of the unknown if you will...

It is this fear that has kept me from including Casey in this missive. That would go against any positive thinking that she needs right now.

I have heard nothing but good things about Mayo.
We will share our own version as it unfolds.

Oops.
Hmmm....
At this point in time I can truthfully say that I have no idea where my darn laptop is.
(Hopefully it is in the bedroom closet where I usually keep it)...

She is to be there on the 22nd.
I left the extra day to reserve for any possible car malfunctions, anxiety attacks, and anything else that might throw a wrench into her appointment.
It is too important to miss
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They told her to plan for at least a 3-5 day stay.
Speaking with a few others, they said to plan for about 2 or 3 weeks.

Like I said, "the unknown"...

The Punkster will be going with us.
Miss Milly will remain here; with Randy and Miss Kelli to keep an eye out every day.
...And I have wonderful neighbors too.
Family made them relatives; luck made them friends as well.


I will be checking in as often as possible, even today- I still have much to do before we leave.
Packing.
Cleaning.
Packing.
Cleaning.
Packing.
Laundry.
Packing.

And a trip to Petco too as Miss Milly might be needing her food before we return.

And life goes on I suppose.

Hopefully you have seen the new pictures of Big Sam on Miss Marucks blog... (Link is the first link shown).

I am so glad to have Marie in my life and in my heart. I can leave town a bit more peacefully knowing that he is in the most capable and loving hands.
She sees Master Gabriel a lot too.

I'd better close for now. (Did I mention that I still have to pack)?

Please wish Casey well.
And keep those prayers coming...

Love to all.

XOXO
Anne

New Pics of Baby Sam!

http://bigmak6figure.multiply.com/photos/album/3/Baby_Samuel

It has just occurred to me while I was writing a note to Marie, that it is MORE than wonderful that her name begins with "Ma"

XOXO
Grandma Anne!

Drinking Like a Fish. (Welcome to Wisconsin).

http://www.greenbaypressgazette.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/99999999/GPG0101/399990753/-1/specials01&theme=GPGALCOHOL&template=theme
Please do not read more into this than what is told.
I am not a drinker.
(This is a choice I made, not only for myself, but for my children, a long time ago).

And yet, I am not against drinking. (Nor am I a hypocrite).
I am against drinking to excess, (although at times, as a bartender in various places, I did contribute to that in others, simply by serving them).

Know your own limit.
Take care of yourself, and have enough love and respect for all the others that love you.

XOXO
Anne

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Do you, or someone you love, drink too much?
The Green Bay Press-Gazette is doing a series on the seriousness of drinking in Wisconsin, (but I think it would apply to everyone, everywhere).

Here you will find an interactive map that shows where your own state is ranked amongst drinkers.
http://www.greenbaypressgazette.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/99999999/WIS0110/399990694/1979


About this series...

The true story of Wisconsin’s unparalleled culture of drinking isn’t found in a bold headline about a drunken driving fatality or a young person drinking himself to death on his 21st birthday, although such tragedies certainly figure into the picture.

It’s a quieter story, one about the very fabric of life in Wisconsin. And it’s about all of us, even those who don’t drink a drop — doctors and lawyers and jurors and counselors and cops and bartenders.

Gannett Wisconsin Media is exploring in human terms the causes and effects and the costs and benefits of the state’s love affair with the bottle.

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"Stay Dry, or Die" is found here...
http://www.greenbaypressgazette.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080713/GPG/807130352/0/specials01&theme=GPGALCOHOL
A story of a (now) recovering(?) alcoholic.
But if they are only going to portray the aging male in this series, then I am already upset about it all.

The truth of the matter is that so many YOUNG females are also very compromised by the empty promises of the full bottle...
I know this for a fact.
I know this because I love a few of them.
I know this because it affects at least one of my own daughters.

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Another "label" perhaps.
Maybe too many "labels" that seem to exorcise the realities of the scene.

In my own opinion, we don't need any more labels.
We need personal responsibility. Period. That would be enough.
And this needs to be taught from young, onward, without compromise for maybe, or someday.
"Someday" started a LONG time ago...


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Suspend Judgement ~and~ "Autobiography of a Mystic"


http://members.aol.com/miletus1/autobio3.htm
Sometime when you are alone, and there is much quiet, take a moment to read this article. (Click the above link)...

It is pleasantly easy to understand, and oh so well written.

Do you share in any of the authors experiences or feelings?
Because I surely found myself nodding many times during the reading...

The sentence that really grabbed 110% of my own attention is this one:
"I learned that the textbooks were wrong, or at least incomplete."

I shall have to blog one day about my fight with the vice principal in high school.

Love to all

XOXO
Anne

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A few others too...
(As much for myself to go to when I have time, as they are for you as well).

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http://www.xs4all.nl/~wichm/index.html
(Man and the Unknown).
The object of these pages is a call for understanding of some little known spiritual and cultural aspects of life. By widening our horizon respect may grow for the multitude of facets of truth. The wider our frame of reference the more we may see that clinging to a onesided point of view will lead to fundamentalism and extremism, be it in religious belief or atheist skepticism.
"The subjects range from paranormal voices (with sound clips), Javanese mysticism, parapsychology to modern Dutch art. But foremost these original introductions deal with intriguing mysteries and the inner life of man. Please click on the various headings for full information.
I am confident that the attentive and open-minded reader will find somewhere hidden in these pages a key or link that may open up new vistas in his/her life."

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http://www.tc.umn.edu/%7Eparkx032/O-ANGST.html
Existential Anxiety: Angst

Have you ever felt the nameless dread?
Terror and anguish without a cause?
This talk gives a name and careful description to the nameless threat,
the free-floating anxiety we have all felt but perhaps not faced.
First we will distinguish existential anxiety from simple fear in 5 ways.
Then...

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http://home.epix.net/%7Emiser17/Thomas.html
The Gospel of Thomas, the Doubter. And other thoughts of Gnosticism

"When the Gospel of Judas was published by the National Geographic Society in April 2006, it received extraordinary media attention and was immediately heralded as a major biblical discovery that rocked the world of scholars and laypeople alike. Elaine Pagels and Karen King are the first to reflect on this newfound text and its ramifications for telling the story of early Christianity."

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http://www.beyondtheveil.net/organs.html
ARE ORGAN TRANSPLANTS METAPHYSICALLY CONTRAINDICATED?

"Donating one's organs to those in need of them certainly seems like a spiritual act -- one of kindness, of all giving and no taking, of human love and service. However, there have been warnings that it might be spiritually harmful for both the donor and recipient. At issue is whether the consciousness actually leaves the body at the moment brain wave activity and vital functions cease or whether it lingers for hours or even several days."

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http://www.context.org/ICLIB/IC31/Hendrick.htm
Natural Dying

In accepting death as natural, we confront more directly the limitations - and the mystery - of life. Paula Hendrick
"Death. In death, as in birth, we touch the mystery of life. Where do we come from - and where do we go? And who and what are we, really, while we're here?
When we look ahead to our death, our thoughts reflect back to us, in living color, Life. The universe, through eons of evolution, has brought into being this world, these creatures, this particular person, for an allotment of one lifetime."

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http://www.beyondtheveil.net/ddlinks.html#topics
...for a zillion (and one) other links...
Seekers Links.

"It is the responsibility of the student to practice discernment in his/her search for greater understanding.
You will find a variety of perspectives on these pages to help you clarify your own thinking.
Don't believe something just because you read it, test it out.
Suspend judgment, suspend beliefs, keep an open mind, listen to your own inner wisdom, discern the Truth for yourself."


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I am SO mad...

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Just so you know.
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